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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

i slept at 2plus yesterday.. i'm too EXHAUSTED today.. i am worried yesterday nite.. i told BEDTIME stroy to both shirley n maryann.. yup... its a touchin story.. i went sch today, dun wish to see somebody.. i went canteen, ESTHER was there.. she kept on hidin her face.. haha.. so cute.. coz she did facial.. at festival court, she n mi play peek a boo ar.. haha.. she keep coverin her face.. went class, was like screamin abt.. den, i realise my throat was hurtin.. i scream through one period coz no teacher.. den stop.. haha.. had foto takin.. i hope i did manage to SMILE nicely.. didnt noe i'm so gu niang la .. haha.. stood at the last row.. yeah.. den recess time, is a TURNAROUND for mi.. i saw *ahem, den she juz turn away n smile.. so cute la.. but i was feelin really sad.. i FORCE myself to eat finish tat bowl of food.. hai.. i omost cried la... den, sweetie so cute.. haha... around 110pm, i start feelin SICK.. stupid mrs yong, i wan slp cannot.. she wake mi up la.. i was so tired.. i loitered around wif kat, den.. wanted to sneeze, but i cant.. its really uncomfortable.. gosh, i think my new TARGET noe tat i LIKE her so paiseh!!! she's very cute.. i went to eat with ESTHER after sch.. they say tat she's JEALOUS, i have a new ah ma... she help mi cut my chicken chop... TIANQIN feed mi eat.. i'm really very sick... ESTHER OFFERED TO FEED MI.. but i dun wan.. haha.. butden she keep STARIN at mi.. den we BOTH laaught.. wat a ENJOYABLE time...than, one of esther's fren tot i'm bung.. esther was like she so ger la!! where got bung!! haha.. so cute of her i keep coughin until i vomited out twice in front of them.. hmm... cough cough* den, while walkin back, esther say if she ever LEAVE this yr.. she'll sing hui you na men yi tian tat song for mi.. SAD la!! she so cute.. den they went home.. saw sweetie.. she's sad.. stupid yeye!! send her such a hurtin msg.. alamak, she's sad.. but she DUN WAN to show it out.. hai.. den mi n kat went bedok reservoir.. we tok alot... hai... i told abt the thin tat happen exactly on 2.4km run tat day.. but, its so long ago.. i onli remember mi n esther de.. hai... den i told her tat touchin story.. she omost cried.. gosh.. i told her many thin.. she told mi her dirty SECRETS.. we enjoyed ourself there.. we promise to go bedok reservoir every week.. we saw SUNSET SETTIN together.. its very nice... den many many MEMORIES there.. next TIME i SAD , i'll SURE go there le.. TML'S going bugis wif sweetie n dear diary.. haha.. great!! i came home vomited again.. gosh.. i'm very sick.. need some rest... take care!! * i gonna show you i'm TOTALLY over you now*

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